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so this is it. the police left a message on my answering machine. i had lindsay break into my house and erase it. their going to call back though. i know it. i didnt do anything wrong. but i will do whatever it takes to keep him from there. he means the world to me. i will do whatever i can. and i mean that. im so emotionably unstable right now knowing i might not see him for a long time that i dont know what im going to do. my hands shake, my head hurts, im dizzy, im sleepy. all i want to do is sleep. to not think about this. but i dont know if thats possible. i want to go home i want to be held in his arms again. i want to feel his big warm lips embrace mine. i want to be comforted by his scent that im so familiar with. i want nothing more that to just be with him. he is...
... my everything
... my everything