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I just had a wake up call.Why the fuck am i stressing over these people that are sopposed to be my friends and are making a hobbie out of hurting me, when i seriously have the best best friend that any one can ever hope to be blessed with? he has never done anythign along the line sof hurting me, lying to me or betraying me in any shape or form. he's the one person that will love me untill the world ends.And here i am worrying too much about people who bring em down in life, and not paying attention to the one person that keeps me on my feet.What we have.It can change the world. He's simply my everything. He puts a smile on my face when i can't stop the tears and makes everything that has been made to hurt me vanish. he will neevr judge me or look down upoun me. Stupidity really shouldn't effect me when i have a person liek him by my side at all times.So what if all the rest will drop me? So what if they smile as i fall? He'll never let me go.he'll never let me hit the ground.I don't love him.I adore him.
He's my brother.
&& my soul mate.
I'ma be okay.