Hmmm "If you are nicole read the last paragraph first".
Ever so happy to be away from the internet community, but then again maybe not. Its been about a month since my last post, which failed to meet my standards for good material... by far. Dont know why I write that.. guess its been a longtime since ive just blabbered whatever comes to mind. Well anyways, its nice to be able to write by implementations other than a pencil and paper - theyre too slow. Its been over a year since ive really put some thought and emotion into something ive written. Something more obscure that i feel i can relate too, almost as if what i write is educational for me to better understand myself. Its about personal gain right now. Well i guess this goes no where because i dont plan to write anything special right now(im on nicoles pc, and mines broken). I want to sometime though, in the comfort of my own home.
Ugh I fear Academia is beginning to make the pillars of creativity tremble in my mind. Ever so strong on the influence of my future, my abstract senseless idea defecates as its pushed into a dark corner. Eventually unable to create a fervor that exists only beneath its own unwritten text. Then again prior to college I believed an education would do me good, teach me some of dem der wurdz. I believed alot of things effected my writing, except the computer. I miss the comfort of writing in my own home, with speed and a lack of inhibitors.
Nicole and I had lost touch and kind of lost eachother recently, feeling of awkwardness and dishonesty. Now I wont go into great detail, but I must say the way it unfolded was interesting. Im glad we are back to being honest and came to an agreement on certain things, because some of these things I didnt know and i know now(bah cant go too far in 'incoherency?'). Yes I too am oblivious to some things(modesty). Her and I are goin places I hope, I truly love her, despite our differences. She makes me laugh, cry, think, eat, sleep, poop(goes along with eating and she has to hear me everytime i go because her walls are hollow). I talk about poop alot, openly, to confirm that i am not embarrassed, but god does it look awful in text. Not appealing. hmm... AnywaysI believe the situation between her and I is at a good point, I believe it can only get better from here on out. Unless she isgoing to surprise me with some rancid news.
Shes sleeping on the right side of the bed, the sheets create a silhouette encasing her body disallowing the deception of bodily placement. Knowing this i want to go lay with her and conform an un-denying arm or two around her, hoping she wakes up lightly to make the infamous sound of "m?". Adorable. I remember how soft and smooth she is at first glance, and if i told her that shed say "I try", yet she has been this way ever since i met her. I love her modesty. She could prove all the cliche ideologies of chauvinism out there wrong just in the way she cuts my hair, and the way she succeeds academically. She is efficient and more capable than most of the men that would deny this just because shes a woman. Well... "Not a girl, not yet a woman" (haha). Shes aware of herself more so than bill gates is of microsoft(clever me! you love me though!). Its amazing the amount of respect she can give if you arent a dumbass, otherwise youd better stray from her, shes even better at putting people in their place. Shes... amazing. Im going to go lay with her now. lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelvoeoelvoevloevleovleovle.
After i tell you all how fun Q and not U will be! Shit son! ::cough cough:: im gonna dance! ::cough cough::
PS if anyone out there has a microsoft XP professional CD key, please put it at me! Its all i need to rebuild the monumental system of calculation. My PC!
and PSS "What the fack michelle?"
anddd PSSS i wish the group C.A.C. was real. Damn you college times.
aaaannndddd PSSSS Geoff Rowley is Insane. Check this out. Gotta be the craziest things ever done. Backside 360 into the murder horn, WHAT?!
http://www.volcom.com/admin/uploadFiles/Team/skate/geoffrowley/2005/0502thrasher_cvr450.jpg
Ugh I fear Academia is beginning to make the pillars of creativity tremble in my mind. Ever so strong on the influence of my future, my abstract senseless idea defecates as its pushed into a dark corner. Eventually unable to create a fervor that exists only beneath its own unwritten text. Then again prior to college I believed an education would do me good, teach me some of dem der wurdz. I believed alot of things effected my writing, except the computer. I miss the comfort of writing in my own home, with speed and a lack of inhibitors.
Nicole and I had lost touch and kind of lost eachother recently, feeling of awkwardness and dishonesty. Now I wont go into great detail, but I must say the way it unfolded was interesting. Im glad we are back to being honest and came to an agreement on certain things, because some of these things I didnt know and i know now(bah cant go too far in 'incoherency?'). Yes I too am oblivious to some things(modesty). Her and I are goin places I hope, I truly love her, despite our differences. She makes me laugh, cry, think, eat, sleep, poop(goes along with eating and she has to hear me everytime i go because her walls are hollow). I talk about poop alot, openly, to confirm that i am not embarrassed, but god does it look awful in text. Not appealing. hmm... AnywaysI believe the situation between her and I is at a good point, I believe it can only get better from here on out. Unless she isgoing to surprise me with some rancid news.
Shes sleeping on the right side of the bed, the sheets create a silhouette encasing her body disallowing the deception of bodily placement. Knowing this i want to go lay with her and conform an un-denying arm or two around her, hoping she wakes up lightly to make the infamous sound of "m?". Adorable. I remember how soft and smooth she is at first glance, and if i told her that shed say "I try", yet she has been this way ever since i met her. I love her modesty. She could prove all the cliche ideologies of chauvinism out there wrong just in the way she cuts my hair, and the way she succeeds academically. She is efficient and more capable than most of the men that would deny this just because shes a woman. Well... "Not a girl, not yet a woman" (haha). Shes aware of herself more so than bill gates is of microsoft(clever me! you love me though!). Its amazing the amount of respect she can give if you arent a dumbass, otherwise youd better stray from her, shes even better at putting people in their place. Shes... amazing. Im going to go lay with her now. lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelvoeoelvoevloevleovleovle.
After i tell you all how fun Q and not U will be! Shit son! ::cough cough:: im gonna dance! ::cough cough::
PS if anyone out there has a microsoft XP professional CD key, please put it at me! Its all i need to rebuild the monumental system of calculation. My PC!
and PSS "What the fack michelle?"
anddd PSSS i wish the group C.A.C. was real. Damn you college times.
aaaannndddd PSSSS Geoff Rowley is Insane. Check this out. Gotta be the craziest things ever done. Backside 360 into the murder horn, WHAT?!
http://www.volcom.com/admin/uploadFiles/Team/skate/geoffrowley/2005/0502thrasher_cvr450.jpg
