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I look around and i see nothing but things i dont really wanna pay attention too, i notice little things about people. Ugly features, almost have the urge to divulge these discrepancies unto them, in a lively manner. I miss my tangents, why dont i think anymore. I do, dont i. I guess so. Why do ugly people love eachother? A fat girl with big teeth, very very revealing gums and lots of acne kissing a boy with extremely greasy, partially grease curled hair. Or he has too much gel in his hair. Have you ever looked at someone over the top of a monitor, while they look at their monitor? Its kind of funny. I hate gangsters. I hate cell phones. I hate people that talk on their cellphones in the library. FUCK turn it off. So they ignore it, act like its not theirs and look around, confused. I like my hair. Nicole cut it and she did a good job. Its thinned out somewhat on the sides and in the back, the areas that needed it most. Nicole im glad you arent a traditional girl. I hate them. Stupid volley ball sweat shirts and school shorts with words that supposedly have no sexual connotation. Youre putting words on someones ass, its just like putting words in someones mouth. What is making me so god damned bitter? I blame work. I blame the mistreatment i get for working minimum wage, the expendability of my personal... wait.. nevermind, im just expendable. I have a huge zit on my forehead. Why cant i speak about whatever the hell i want without people getting weirded out? Whats so awkward about words? Why are people so afraid of confrontation, or thinking? Why did it take my psych class so long to get the no absolute truth joke. Is there really a social disfunction within me? I have the ability to talk about anything with anyone without inhibition, it can be turned on though. It depends on the rationality of the situation, shouldnt it? People see things as weird because they dont want to be involved or voice that, then i am just barging in on their privacy. Why do i want to know about their privacy? Am i just downplaying this to put me in the wrong? Is it really privacy what im barging in on, or would i just be making statements and asking questions without inhibition. if i can answer them, why cant anyone else? Yea, they dont have to. But why not? Why be so difficult. They hav a social disfunction with the likes of people like me. I get along fine with people like myself, as other people get along with people like themselves. So if their are social comfort zones then who really has the social disfunction, who defines it and who denies or detests it?-