So yet again Im in the berry..
Sadly people are gazing at my screen, i dont have a protector for others vision. I wish I had other things to attend to, like nicole. Sadly I had to leave her this morning, I love her so much, im always thinking about her. Thinking about how every time an emotion is accelerated by a song I feel her hands tugging at my side, I fall under the crinkled sheets and curious smiles, sloppy kisses turned into soft memories. Do you remember? The scars where wings once were? I need you because I love [you] nicole. I went to her photo class art show lastnight, everyone had pretty nice work but of course I am biased in my opinion, Nicoles had alot to i though. It was impulsive and last minute, the energy from neither being indecisive or decisive makes it that much more noticeable. Maybe im just making seem more than it is, or maybe im seeing what things CAN mean if you just look harder. I liked blaires and this girl andrea's but ive no idea whom she may be. I got to meet alot of her friends also, which went over well, I like that I get along with her crowd. Something that also "kinda" just kinda caught my attention was that blaire's mom wanted to use me for an art project, im not sure of which sort, but it was flattering none-the-less. She said I had an edge, i wanted to tell her wait till i put my glasses on.. hell id prolly slip and fall off that edge i have with those damn spec's. I jest.. but I must go immaculate a future engagement for the representation of my hearts desires of a profound love.. mm i still smell like her. My most sensual goodbyes(that didnt sound sexual did it?)