Hmm

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Today has went fine.. i feel really uncomfortable now though because lately ive stayed void of the internet and such things because i have a tendancy to get personal and i dont like everyone knowing about me in some ways, especially those i dont know.. or maybe just the way its gone about and said. Some things i do i may fuck up, im not sure they are things that need to be known by anyone else but me and whomever that its with. The way its told is so descriptive, and i feel like im being attacked by everyone who replies to it.. yea its just livejournal but i dont want my personal... wait am i getting personal now? yea. awesome am i that retarded? Am i wrong for feeling like its someone talking behind my back? I feel like im being made out to be a horrible person.. am i? Correct me if im the wrong here.. sometimes i approach things wrong.

I love you nicole, i miss you and wish i could feed you pudding and other soft puree'd things.

on another note.. im in the berry.. its kinda weird.. i can see some ladies butt crack.. thats never happened. haha im totally checking her out. I should goto jail for this. Theres a window next to me which is quite nice. Theres rocks and stuff. I feel out of it today. I need to get my shit together.

my words move with season i think.. im not sure which emotions hide behind which words anymore, my own words decieve me with the slightest touch. My taste has worn out and ive burnt my tongue, are these lips for kissing anymore?

I feel like im dying slowly. I dont wanna take this anymore.. im o emo, but its true. Im tired..