SO last night was... guuuud

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Ashley and I hung out lastnight.. Haha she lives about 40 minutes away from me.. she ended up getting lost then finally finding me. It was strange because I talked tot his girl for about 2 hrs and then we decided to go do something together. Something even STRANGER.. After she picked me up I was like so where too darlin? She said my house and i was like "werd". Im not sure if it was a good or bad.. but a 40 minute ca trip with someone youve known for 2 hrs can be bad. Insecurity mechanisms kick in and you realize you know nothing about the person.. so you both just keep making fun of eachother. Really went well, till we got to her house. I walked in and i was like.. werd. We went in and her dad got up and said hi joe im doug, and i like paused and said "....JOE" and he was like i know. Then talked to her mom for a bit.. Well it wasnt strange.. but it should have been! So after that we went to starbucks.. well almost, we pulled up then left. Then we went to bashas.. I ended up running around and playing with things while sh just laughed at me. So i took some cookies and threw them at her, was funny, when i did it she ran away like she was in trouble with the store. We were pretty much flirting the whole entire time, it was pretty obvious that we both ike eachother. You know, trying to touch eachother when it could be easily excused as an accident. I could feel her vibes, i know she could feel mine. After that we went to her house again.. sat down and talked with her parents while we made some food, I ended up being dumb and trying to pull my "expected" "hey look i know something!" I just got all in depth with some shit that was pointless at the moment. After that we went and hung out in her room for like 3 hrs watching tv and goofing around, tv is boring tho so you know. I wanted to do some art stuff so she had me wear lame glasses and she took pictures of me, haha.. a girl i met 3 hrs ago taking pictures of me at her house.. seems kinda.. yea. So we did that lame stuff till it was around 10 and she said shed prolly have to take me home, pretty much just sang songs together.. then talked about HOW FUCKING AWESOME DUST STORMS AND RAIN ARE. We got to my house and she was like where should i park? I was like do you need to? She said its only 11, so we hung out some more. I started talking about lame stuff, but she saved the day and started flirting and goofing around. We wrestled over a book for like 40 minutes i think, i got to cop a few feels.. apparently so did she haha. That book was going places girls havnt gone in a long time. Eventually i got it.. as expected *teehee!*. We were talking again and i think she set me up to kiss her many times, but im such a loser lol. I told her she drank too much coke, she was sayin how she tasted like it.. I said prove it.. and she just laughed, so I aksed is that a challenge? she said i dunno, do you think it is? I should have kissed her there, i didnt. loser. Then! She was talking bout she wanted the book back.. and all i could think about was the damned heat, we were both sweating from damn heat in arizona. Well i told her id give her the book, but she has to trade me. She asked what? and i said for a kiss. She said pfft no way. I was like alright then, i have a nice new book, and she kept trying to take it from me.. but she wasnt as trying as hard.. I asked her if she wanted to trade she said sure. I was like oh? sure? If someone asked me if i wanted to get hit by a car id say sure! But i dont think you hit like a car. haha im so inexperienced. I handed her the book, and she sat there saying, well? i said what? I puckered my lips jokingly and she said eww~! haha.. then i just said bah its ok it aint gonna happen. She said yes it will, and i said it doesnt have to, and i was combing my hair. When i turned to her shes like ugh do i have to be the slut? i said it doesnt have to happen. She said ok, whatever.. she leaned in and kissed me.. jesus it was so focking great. Understand this k? I havnt had a girlfriend in years because of all that time i took off. This was amazingly crazily good. She pulled back and i just smiled. I ended up telling her that I thought it was rad meeting her, and she kept laughing in between, she thought i was gonna do something like tell her to listen to her parents or something. But it was cool cause i actually felt like i could act silly around her. Doesnt happen with many people.

Damn... it rained lastnight a lil bit, thank the gods@!!!!

::overlooks what he just wrote:: mmm.. I still smell like her.