I can only stay mad so long before I remember I have her.. she has me.. its beautiful isnt it? hehe
Vivacious heart, she desires me and no one else.. my trembling finger tips leak of persperation as i wilt and bend awaiting her touch.. i want to hear her voice again. My neck and shoulders; a coat hanger for her tears if she so desires a closet to place her skeletons, I am here, I am security. Squiggly lines being shot down and perpetuated into my emotions contempt, for their lack of inablity to justify emotion. Swallowing myself from clenched fist to dripping heart I turn inside out for her to show her who I am and what i want to be, the things shes shown me and the way my placement has been surpassed with her love. Swallowing perception of rationality to contain her love, our irrationality in endless flight into the endless casm of trust and honesty. One can only reach a certain level of beauty, one is only able to attain to reach a high level. I feelI have reached that level with utmost gratitude, but she is up there awaiting me with warming hands.. she will help me up there with her. So we can press soft lips, reciting poetry with our tongues.. we read between the lines.. the corners of our mouths leaking compassion. our reflection in the hour glass is beautiful.. our time is endless. She is there for me always, unflinching persistence awaiting to mold her hands to my sides.. allowing my hands to wallow in the crescent of her back as she arches, reaching for the stars on the night I show her the galaxy. I told you we will see everything. I love you nicole tarasoff, this love is unrivaled and anxious, but I will always be warmth and patience. I cant retaliate with any words to reduce the seductiveness of your voice, my ears have felt your words, your voice. My ear lobes await your lips.. I love you nicole, ive never loved anyone more. Ive never been brought back to such passion and desire. Youve shown me what its like to be alive and to love someone, I truly love you and I want everyone to know. I am here always I promise you.