I frolick like a little faggot in the night.
Tonight I went on another excursion as happy as can be, her and I? yea she says we're fine, this brings me happiness. Nicole is happiness. So is keke but my sister took the phone away as keke called me, keke has a show tomorrow bleh. oh well tonight i went on an excursion, i put on all black and went looking for more newspaper to add to the decore of my room. I found some in a bin that was for recycling, got really dirty and noticed there was a ghetto bird in the air. I kept walking towards it in hopes of it going the opposite direction. I followed it all the way to greenway, about a 5 minute walk if i just walked straight there. Well I hid behind walls and i have to go back and frth as they circled the rich neighborhoods. I wanted to jump into a backyard and steal something so bad. There was nothing, plus there could have been a doggy. eep.
It turns out shane and I got our headaches from skating yesterday in the day. Damn the sun, its boattrash. Shane actually thinks he had a heatstroke.. all i got was a headache. still icky tho especially after feeling like shit in the first place. I think i have mono or something. I have insanely long amounts of sleeping time put into my day. Speaking of sleep, im tired, ive been up all night, 20 hours to be exact now.. so ima go catch a few Z's.
OH! also the yelling i recently did with my mom that i didnt mention because i was kinda mean about.. well we were talking tonight and we figured it all out. I gave my mom some lessons on parenting haha. I was telling her how ive been angered alot because at times she didnt supply huggles for me when i needed thems, but she cant read my mind right? so what can you do, but then i moved in on the fact that if she wanted to hug me she would have felt my pain and wanted to.. and she said well you seem so distant and you are a guy so i didnt wanna make you unhappy. And i told her thats why i was bitter because it seemed as tho she didnt care. well i told her if she feels like hugging me, hell be bold and go for it, im the weak one at the moment, just as the same with her if shes weak and needs consolling im there. oh and also. i was "cute" tonight or something.. at the end of our convo when we were walking inside from getting home from the berry, she was showing me a ring of her moms. She was like "look at this, did i ever show you this?" and i said thats great mom.. did i ever show you this? and i jumped and hugged her.. it was quite funny because uhm.. she got scared and reeared back, but my cat like prowess and reflexes allowed me to tackle her and give her good hugs. well i guess this is the end of my transmission, time for sleep.
It turns out shane and I got our headaches from skating yesterday in the day. Damn the sun, its boattrash. Shane actually thinks he had a heatstroke.. all i got was a headache. still icky tho especially after feeling like shit in the first place. I think i have mono or something. I have insanely long amounts of sleeping time put into my day. Speaking of sleep, im tired, ive been up all night, 20 hours to be exact now.. so ima go catch a few Z's.
OH! also the yelling i recently did with my mom that i didnt mention because i was kinda mean about.. well we were talking tonight and we figured it all out. I gave my mom some lessons on parenting haha. I was telling her how ive been angered alot because at times she didnt supply huggles for me when i needed thems, but she cant read my mind right? so what can you do, but then i moved in on the fact that if she wanted to hug me she would have felt my pain and wanted to.. and she said well you seem so distant and you are a guy so i didnt wanna make you unhappy. And i told her thats why i was bitter because it seemed as tho she didnt care. well i told her if she feels like hugging me, hell be bold and go for it, im the weak one at the moment, just as the same with her if shes weak and needs consolling im there. oh and also. i was "cute" tonight or something.. at the end of our convo when we were walking inside from getting home from the berry, she was showing me a ring of her moms. She was like "look at this, did i ever show you this?" and i said thats great mom.. did i ever show you this? and i jumped and hugged her.. it was quite funny because uhm.. she got scared and reeared back, but my cat like prowess and reflexes allowed me to tackle her and give her good hugs. well i guess this is the end of my transmission, time for sleep.