Anti-disestablishmentarianism.
Elric and I are going to get our GED's today.. sadly at the mall. "hey where did you get your high school education?" -- "the mall.." -- "awesome!!!!" -- "not really". We are going to be testing for about 7 and 1/2 hours, I think I should be quite tired when I get home. Today shall be a decent day I suppose, I just feel a bit under the weather, not good but not bad. I am a pile of skin. There is so much more I wish I could be doing at the moment.. but, lack of car and cash. Well it kinda prevents me from having any fun. I will prolly do what I did lastnight, go skating with shane somewhere, weeeee.
I discovered hairspray yesterday, and I regret that little fiasco.. my hair looked great all day, but in efforts to remove the shtuff I failed horribly. Shampoo and dish soap used to cleanse my ever so sticky stringy stiff hair, the soaps just made my hair dry out horribly. My hair now reminds me of my sisters hair, and ive not done jack to mine compared to hers. Shes dyed it, permed it, puts hairspray everday, undyed it, dyed it again.. all that crazy shit. Its not fair damnit I want nice hair.
I dont even have anything to vent about, I dont have any responsibility at the moment, i dont goto school or work and its making life boring. How could one think being a bum is freedom? I think today I will start covering my walls in newspaper also, ive gotten about 6 giant gluesticks.. im not even sure they will work, ill prolly wash my walls before I start. I need to get something to place my little blue lights on to conceal them beneath the newspaper so the little bulb can peep out.
Ugh I miss so many people.. im gonna steal a car one night and go see them all.
I thought about it for numerous hours, secluded and pacing in my room.. entranced and keeping the beat of my feet and their pitter patter. I couldnt look, or think beyond my own ideas.. I cant not only tell you when, but how or what and I am sorry.
I discovered hairspray yesterday, and I regret that little fiasco.. my hair looked great all day, but in efforts to remove the shtuff I failed horribly. Shampoo and dish soap used to cleanse my ever so sticky stringy stiff hair, the soaps just made my hair dry out horribly. My hair now reminds me of my sisters hair, and ive not done jack to mine compared to hers. Shes dyed it, permed it, puts hairspray everday, undyed it, dyed it again.. all that crazy shit. Its not fair damnit I want nice hair.
I dont even have anything to vent about, I dont have any responsibility at the moment, i dont goto school or work and its making life boring. How could one think being a bum is freedom? I think today I will start covering my walls in newspaper also, ive gotten about 6 giant gluesticks.. im not even sure they will work, ill prolly wash my walls before I start. I need to get something to place my little blue lights on to conceal them beneath the newspaper so the little bulb can peep out.
Ugh I miss so many people.. im gonna steal a car one night and go see them all.
I thought about it for numerous hours, secluded and pacing in my room.. entranced and keeping the beat of my feet and their pitter patter. I couldnt look, or think beyond my own ideas.. I cant not only tell you when, but how or what and I am sorry.