harrrrhha
It is odd when you feel you are starting to live out what could be a movie. the past weeks have seemed to show, and feel like a movie. Ever since I met keke things ahve drastically changed in my life, Ive seriously become a different person, for the better. Actually I think im just becoming myself, Im coming out ...teehe...nevermind :).. but I am feeling like the real me has been exposed and its already changing. Its been locked in some lame ass trunk, yea i had funk in the trunk for a while!! hehe, but really I think my personlity is getting more mature, not in the sense of "growing up". But my insecurities and all those useless things are going away. She makes me feel so happy, and when we are together its like we dont allow insecurities in. No one else has done that, only she has.. Im seriously just convinced she is my soul mate. We are destined to be together for life. I feel so weird saying that because we met through friendster. I presumed anyone I met on friendster didnt have any real potential of being a best friend, much less a soul mate! Keke must never leave bubba, bubbla needs le keeks. I got keeks in my knees!!!!
You know it makes me wonder if you actually can meet cool people in any place you would presume dumb people hung out. Like a club? what if someone throughout their school years never found anyone to confide with, so theyve always been the dork in their group of friends, and always felt alone. BUt lets say someone like me could get along with them.. What are the chances of me walking up and saying hello? WHat are the chances of me going to a club? That person is forever fucked, unless something lucky happens. I think what happened between me and keke are a billion to 1. DO i actually have my first blessing in life? Is this something to gawk at for years? How come I havnt questioned this to shit? All I have done is wondered about it being real, but ive just accepted it. Something this great isnt usually just accepted. I think it may be fate.. cause its just accepted, like its something like.. if they rebuilt the 2 towers right now, instantly they just appeared and no one questioned it. Because they dont wanna know how, they just like them there. HAHA horrible analogy, but I feel its in the same context. Me and keke are just the two towers.. weve yet to be knocked odwn by osama, i wonder who will play the part of osama. I wonder if her friend ryan is trying to play the part of osama!!! Hmm maybe! I dont have anyone after me yet.. but maybe im tower 2! Does anyone remember what they were doing when that happened? I remember I was sitting in my house getting ready for school, and my sister called and she said "joe we are getting attacked!!!".. and i thought "hmmm she works in telemarketing" so i asked "wait the telemarketing place across the street is attacking you?".. she said "no no we are being attacked! america is!" she told me to turn the tv on, so I did, behold the two towers. I told my mom then went back to watched cartoons. haha, not really, wish i didnt care tho.. sometimes i do wish i could just avoid shit like that. It doesnt pertain to me in anyway. If i were to include that having to do anything with me, and my life.. seriously putting that much of a concern on america. Wouldnt that make me a bit of an extremist.. american? ahah.
You know it makes me wonder if you actually can meet cool people in any place you would presume dumb people hung out. Like a club? what if someone throughout their school years never found anyone to confide with, so theyve always been the dork in their group of friends, and always felt alone. BUt lets say someone like me could get along with them.. What are the chances of me walking up and saying hello? WHat are the chances of me going to a club? That person is forever fucked, unless something lucky happens. I think what happened between me and keke are a billion to 1. DO i actually have my first blessing in life? Is this something to gawk at for years? How come I havnt questioned this to shit? All I have done is wondered about it being real, but ive just accepted it. Something this great isnt usually just accepted. I think it may be fate.. cause its just accepted, like its something like.. if they rebuilt the 2 towers right now, instantly they just appeared and no one questioned it. Because they dont wanna know how, they just like them there. HAHA horrible analogy, but I feel its in the same context. Me and keke are just the two towers.. weve yet to be knocked odwn by osama, i wonder who will play the part of osama. I wonder if her friend ryan is trying to play the part of osama!!! Hmm maybe! I dont have anyone after me yet.. but maybe im tower 2! Does anyone remember what they were doing when that happened? I remember I was sitting in my house getting ready for school, and my sister called and she said "joe we are getting attacked!!!".. and i thought "hmmm she works in telemarketing" so i asked "wait the telemarketing place across the street is attacking you?".. she said "no no we are being attacked! america is!" she told me to turn the tv on, so I did, behold the two towers. I told my mom then went back to watched cartoons. haha, not really, wish i didnt care tho.. sometimes i do wish i could just avoid shit like that. It doesnt pertain to me in anyway. If i were to include that having to do anything with me, and my life.. seriously putting that much of a concern on america. Wouldnt that make me a bit of an extremist.. american? ahah.