Aug 14, 2005 04:35
AHK! stupid family! why the fuck would you have a party and leave so much FUCKING alcohol left over, what the fuck! isn't it OBVIOUS i have a problem!? no...no of course not, why would you pay any attention to me at all? ever wonder WHY i don't sleep til frickin' 6 in the motherfucking morning, or wear long sleeves and pants when it's a MILLION freakin' degrees outside, bitches. you're my PARENTS you're supposed to protect me, sure...i drank with friends earlier. but i mean, i'm home now, if i should be safe anywhere it should be here, save me from myself, ground meee, notice all your fucking booze is missing.
BAH, my like little sister even notices, and they can't , ug, but y'know...i guess maybe i'm more close to her. i do consider her my closest relative, haha, woop! come my little sister, stay near me, i will not let anything hurt you ever, i'll never let anything that has happened to me ever happen to you, i promise. if you can't count on anything i want you to count on me. there's power in siblings :D
man, i'd be a TOTAL mess right now if i wasn't talking to my pal here! woo, i totally love you buddy! i know i don't know your real name...lol, but i guess i'm just Tai to you also, haha, and i love how you call me Tai for short :D and i love how you refer to me as "smart boy" i think it's TOTALLY awsome you speak German, haha, i dunno why you would move over here. Europe is much better. i think you should come up here and get me and we'll fly over to Berlin so you can be with your love :) then the three of us can go to Holland! lol...i hope you get around to reading this and see how much i APPRECIATE you! i love everything about "us", lol i love how its the like 50 people in the convo and it's only the 2 of us saying anything :D i love how you ask me stupid little map questions cause you know i love answering them, i love how you're older than me and still talk to me like i'm your age, i LOVE how you tell me how growing up will be super. and you owe me those tortillas! hahaha <3 i'm sad to be going away from you for a whole week! O.O i'll send you some e-mail or somthing when i come home! WOO, don't nerd it up too much without me man!
K! so i'm TOTALLY going to haliburton in like 5 hours, its SO not far enough from this city, and the people here, BAH, but it's somthing for now, but MAN, when i'm older i'm SO going away, to Rotterdam! anyways...by for now BITCHES, hope this city sets aflame while i'm gone, although, i will be sad i wont be here to watch you all burn :(
maybe i just wont come home at all! HAHAHAHA
k, bye all, love to some of you, deathwishes to others
Sin <3 talk to you in a week!
ended: 4:52(am)