i have something to say;

Sep 13, 2005 16:16

i am in no way ashamed of who i am.
or the things i do.
the way i look.
or how i am.

i'm ultimately happy with myself and i don't need others to tell me.
want to post "bad" pictures of me? see if i care.
they are just pictures, old memories nothing more.
everyone already knows what i look like, accept it or get over it.

yes i do drugs.
yes i take dxm.
yes i am addicted to my adderall [prescription.]
yes i like to smoke pot.
yes i love to drink.

so what? you think that makes me any less of a person?
think again.

i am extremely intelligent and manage to maintain good grades.
[REGARDLESS OF MY ACTIVITIES.]

i love myself, and that is all that matters.
i have plenty of other people who enjoy being in my company.
[and that love me for me.]

post all the bad pictures you want, bash me all you want.
truth is i don't really try to be anything but me.
take me or leave me.

and to make a long story short, i am beautiful.
and strive to be a beautiful person on the inside.
i am a great friend if you do not wrong me.
i am sincere when i say i love someone.
i am amazing just the way i am, no one can change me.

i will not sink to your level again, i won't even comment back to your bs.
be thankful for that.

ps- for all of you people who have never met me in real life and just read my livejournal, no i am not gorgeous all the time, i like to "bum it" a lot, for the most part my hair is a mess, and i'm a mess too... just the way i like it. i am 6 ft tall and i am not bone thin, i am not even skinny. but i love my FAT size 9 [& 11] ass anyways.

so like i said before love me for all the good that i bring, or leave me.
simple as that.
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