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it's 7am on a saturday and i'm awake. which is even more extremely strange since i drank a whole bottle of jack and then some. but i cant sleep in this house and i miss my family. mikes become my family the past month or so and i love him more than anything. his family is so incredible and giving, im so lucky to have them in my life to watch over me. i've been mostly working lately maintaining life basically. taking care of myself. its not an easy road. i hate being a drop out, so im saving up for my ged and mikes parents are buying me the book to study for the test. i havent seen my family in months and the thing im most scared of is that they don't want me back. well, i know they dont. i wrote my mother and told her that i missed her terribly and about a dream i had about my family and i and being happy together and i got no response to it. just a letter about some dinners my mom made and that she's taking her vacation and taking about a week off of work. id love to see my grandma. i miss her dearly as well. im going to stop right here before this gets sad. miss you all =]