Today, I changed.

[__herzanfall]

i woke up happy this morning

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[haute___couture]

yayy i'm happy for you :o)

[haute___couture]

i know its really hard to quit; i've been there; but seriously once you do you feel SO much better. and you realize that there are ways to have even more fun sober than you ever could on drugs. keep with it. ♥

[__herzanfall]

that means a lot, just to know other people can do it. and feel better for it. thank you for telling me this. :)

[__herzanfall]

and i mean i still drink sometimes, but i'm stopping doing drugs everyday. it's enough for me, and it's where i want to be. and you're right, i'll defenitly be happier for it fdsfhhjds
♥

[haute___couture]

ah you're welcome. anytime. i miss you and lizzy. we need to all hangout soon.

[haute___couture]

well you can't expect to drop EVERYTHING at once. you've just got to take it one step at a time. but you'll be okay. i know it.

[__herzanfall]

geeez, i gotta say i love you. and i miss you, but i don't really see lizzy around anymore. we had a little falling out. i still care about that girl so much, but i don't know if i can trust her anymore.

[haute___couture]

ah what happened??

[__herzanfall]

well this whoel big thing, her and cat had a fight and cat hit her and shit. and cat was turning everyoen against her. and so like, she started talking to me again. and i didn't ask questions just let her back in my life. and then as soon as her and cat were friends again, i didn't hear one word from her. i was just like, wow. you can't just decide you want to use me when you have no friends then throw me away like that. she apologized and i accepted. things jsut aren't the same.

[haute___couture]

yeahh she did kinda the same thing to me. i havent talked to her in a loooong time. but i miss her. and cat's shady. she should've stuck with not hanging out with her.

[__herzanfall]

that's what i said. why would you go back to a socalled "bestfriend" who trys to literally beat you up. that's not what a bestfriend does, no matter if you guys are in an argument or not. dumb on lizzy's part. and i used to feel bad for her, but cat's done this kind of shit more than once and lizzy always goes back. i just wish all this bullshit never happened.

[haute___couture]

mehhh. yeah. still i think i shall give her a call and catch up on old times. and ill try to talk to her about it.

[__herzanfall]

♥