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you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's okay I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
Okay. Sigh. Whatever.
Party at Jake's tonight.. I think? Levi hasn't called me yet. But I hope so. I could really go for killing these butterflies in my stomach with alcohol and hopefully puking my feelings up in the process right now.
I hate this.
I'm dying Jordan's hair tomorrow. Maybe I'll have pictures.
Maybe I'll never update this stupid ass online journal again.
Whatevs. ♥
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's okay I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
Okay. Sigh. Whatever.
Party at Jake's tonight.. I think? Levi hasn't called me yet. But I hope so. I could really go for killing these butterflies in my stomach with alcohol and hopefully puking my feelings up in the process right now.
I hate this.
I'm dying Jordan's hair tomorrow. Maybe I'll have pictures.
Maybe I'll never update this stupid ass online journal again.
Whatevs. ♥