Apr 19, 2006 13:21
He kept me up untill 2 am. Just talking. The whole time i was talking to him I kept thinking about how much I hated him. I hate him for everything we've gone through together. and how its really all over now.Hes got a new girlfriend. I can't even think about him with someone else. But, I met someone also. Is it really the end? after so long? It was always on and off. but even when it was off, it was mostly on...
I got so angry the other day that I went running. I don't run. I hate running. But it was the only way to get all my anger out. I sprained my ankle. But I kept running. forever it seemed like.
I hate most of all that now we're just eachothers past.
I hate that soon, everything will be forgoten.
I want to forget so bad, but I don't want to forget anything at all.