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Gahhh
I'm at carolines house right now.
I'm really drunk.
So drunk that I got lost on the way back here.
Shes sleeping. & I am wide awake.

Anyhow.

I realized tonight,
that I should ignore my feelings.
Always.

no big deal.
life goes on, as in any event.

Drunk drunk drunk drunk drunk.

My brain runs wild when theres alcohol in my veins.

I kind of just want to stay home on new years.
I get really uncomfortable in large crowds of people.
Contrary to popular belief
I really don't like parties.

I want a new years kiss.
& thers hundreds of miles in the way of that.