i fucking hate today.
this morning i had to say goodbye to the ferrets. i hate my father for this. i don't understand why for us to sell the house i had to give up MY pets. why doesn't he give up some of his inanimate bullshit. fuck im angry. right after he left i tore down the rest of the wallpaper in my room, trying to keep my mind off of losing my fuzzies. then my mom came home, and we both cried our eyes out. then to get both of our minds out of it we tore the old carpet out of the living room. now im tired. and i have the worst headache in the world. and dan's mad at me and i don't want to fight, i just want love.