Somebody please make me a time machine.
I really, really, really miss all of my old friends.
If I could go back in time, I would have done things differently.
I screwed things up with the person that I cared about the most.
And he completely hates me now.
I've changed so much in the last half a year that I look back at how I acted and what I've done wrong, and I think to myself, how could I have been so stupid.
It's so frustrating that I can't fix things or be given a chance to prove that I've changed.
Thats all I really want.
And honestly, I miss Taylor and Jessi.
As much as i should be mad at them, I have so much trouble with holding grudges.
I've made plenty of mistakes and I can see it from their point of view now.
I can't stay mad at them no matter what. They were my BEST FRIENDS for multiple years.
Everyone thats mattered in my life within the last year have slowly dissapeared.
And I've liked another kid for a year now and we're pretty good friends.
But I want so much more.
I know that you shouldnt live your life with regrets, but I mean. I can't help it.
I just want things to go back to how they were last year, or at least to be given another chance and being a good friend or more then friend.
REGRET is the worst thing ever.
I MISS EVERYBODY.