just don't waste your night before it's started.

[__headclub]

i haven't written in this in a long time. i haven't really been busy, i don't think. well, that was a lie. softball is finally over so i should have more time. between that, work, and school i was buried. and livejournal wasn't exactly top on my list of things to do when i got a spare minute. reguardless, i can't really think of one specific thing that i should write about. it's mostly the same bullshit i guess. being annoyed with people, making stupid choices, the usual. i can't wait for school to be over so i don't have to see everyone everyday. i like it so much better when i can just pick and chose who i want to see, and not have to talk to people that i really don't want to. that's a perk. plus no more school. no more having to try and impress people everyday. thank god. two of my classes are pretty much already done though. math&physics are mostly senior classes so i have pretty much free periods then. that's good. time to get homework done that i don't do at home. ugh, i've really been doing not so well in school. i don't even know why. it's the last two weeks, i have no desire to do anything, so i really haven't been. greattt. colleges are bothering me too. i get mail at the school like every day from colleges about track. im not going to school for track. i hate it and theres no way im going through college doing something i hate. i don't even know what i want to go for anymore. i'm so indecisive, and im kind of running out of time. gernhginerhnrhuniehnr. gay school.

ugh i saw a spider in the kitchen a little while ago, now im all itchy and creeped out. gross.

i took some pictures today. whateverrrr.






















in this one it looks like he's surrendering haha