"I can't do this n...too late."

[__headclub]

well well well. today was interesting. way to be cool and make things obvious right in front of me. doesn't get much classier than that. whatever. later that period me and lauren sat down and when I was about ready to get emotional about previous events, we talked about how we're not as close as we used to be, and then it all came out. we both sat there crying like big losers. that's why we're getting our nails done tomorrow and then she's coming over my house for a party.
after I got home, dad took me to the mall and I only have one more person to buy for, but mom is going to do that for me tomorrow at providence place. christmas is almost here and I'm so not in the spirit.