i think in decimals and dollars, im the cause of your problems. cordinate brain to mouth.
& sometimes when your on
your really fucking on
i am SO sick of my mothers bullshit.
she's all talk,no action.
i hate to be the complainer, or the buzz kill. but im really fed up.
i've never not liked my own flesh and blood this much before.
i could really live without her right now. (how mean). it's such a nice day out, but no, my mom had to be a liar to get what she wants once again, i dont get my one day off. Because she's a liar. i have to sit in a class room, half asleep doing nothing except making my mind turn into more of a cartoon then it already is. I'm going to make today a good day though. not like yesterday.
i feel like danica did a couple weeks ago. like nothing will make me happy right now. nothing. maybe blake cus he made me happy last night. really happy =)
it's nice to have someone to fall back on. and they'll acutally be there. instead of just saying "your a creep, tight late" wow i need new friends haha.
(not talking about danica chloe alexis ♥) just other ones. meh whatever
i wanna see chloe this weekend. and i want to go outside with her, and run around like old times. and and sit infront of random peoples vans and pretend its ours and take pictures with it. hahahahah and play hide and seek. and get really high. hahahahha. i ♥ chloe alot.
i♥ danica alot too
i♥ alexis alot too too.
i♥ blake ALOT. ALOT. hahah < 3
my room smells funny i need a new one.
hehe. no really. i wanna paint it. and go to ikea,
imma have to ask my mother about that. she'll prolly said im spoiled ^_^
i also want a kitten, ive already had one though. emily ended up being a boy. that sucked =( i member beck almost got me a kitten last valentines day. then i dumped him haha oopsie.
holding onto your grudge,
keeping quiet is hard, because you cant keep a secret that wasnt a secret to begin with. we're concentrating on falling apart.
i love that song.