Times change.
I never update, because I have nothing to type about usually. But today I do because I got an aim message from Michele I think.. and I was half happy, half sad because I wasn't sure if she was messaging me because she wanted to say something nice, or say something that was practically going to stab me in the heart. I miss her alot, and I try not to think about her much because i've pretty much given up.. things have screwed us up, and I wish I could have hope for us as friends again but I allways start looking back at the reality of things. There's so much things I want to tell her, just like we were best friends again.. I realized she has a boyfriend too now and I wish she could tell me all about it. Goddd I miss her soo effing much, and it's wierd because I was just thinking about her the other day and then I find she IM's me. I wanna talk to her so bad, even if it's just yelling. We used to be like where we couldn't even go a day without talking to eachother.
Things certainly do change.
Things certainly do change.