i've got a cupboard with cans of food.
filtered water and pictures of you.
and i'm not coming out until this is all over.
and i'm looking through the glass...
where the light bends at the cracks.
and i'm screaming at the top of my lungs.
pretending the echoes belong to someone.
someone i used to know.
and we become shillouettes when our bodies finally go. bah bah bah bah.
i wanted to walk through the empty streets.
and feel something constant under my feet.
but all the news reports recommended that i stay indoors.
cause the air outside will make our cells devide at an alarming rate..
til our shells simply cannot hold all our insides in, and that's when we'll explode.
and it won't be a pretty site.
and we become... shillouettes when our bodies finally go. bah bah bah bah.
my mom is getting a florida accent.
haha, it's stupid.
ivan probably won't hit us, damnit.
i had my heart set on new jersey.
i think zim is on to me, anyway.
so fuck.
plus, everyone is back in school.
heidi isn't getting any better unfortunately.
now she can't even walk, as hard as she tries.
i guess the slipped disc is touching a nerve...
causing her legs to hurt.
whenever she stands her back legs up slip right out from under her.
:( i really hope this doesn't result in having to put her down.
my mom mom and pop pop loved heidi.
i really don't want to have to do anything like that.
i am headed to tasha's soon.
she has power, so.
i figured i'd go suck up some ac.
i'm a greaseball.
no ac SUCKS.
see you. <33
before;
mall with tyler. <3
trip to tampa.
doves at the rest area. :)
when we got to tampa --
storm before the hurricane...
during;
a sign out front blew down.
'
no power in the hotel room.
afterwards;
the drive home was a bitch.
i've never seen a more packed burgerking.
stoplights were hooked up to generators.
gas lines are insane.
new lakes formed.
outfront of cvs;
my garage roof fell in.
we lost more shingles.