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Well now. Alot has happend since my last update that was 11 days ago. Well, for those that didnt know. I broke up with Jeramie. But...Im with him again. I guess I seen what I lost. I broke up with him last Thursday. Seen him Friday and jsut wanted for him to touch me and kiss me. Friday. Started goin` out with Bill. Broke up with him on Sunday which was his birthday. I felt so horrible. Then Sunday night. I talked to Jeramie again and started going back out with him. Havent talked to him much since Tuesday when school let out. And I miss him. I miss looking forward to his kiss at the end of school. Even though its small. Its nice. Im happy. I think I love him.
Went on a four wheeler ride today. It was the most relaxed Ive been in awhile. A really long time actually. I could press down on the gas to let my anger down. Take chances. Take risks. It was nice. Got lost. Came out completely where I didnt want to be. In some persons field. I just rode on out like nothing was wrong. Oh well. I dont really care.
Fall break=Boredness. No Im just playing. Its been nice and relaxing. First day was a drag cause I woke up early and couldnt go back to sleep. A pain in my ass if you know what I mean.
Went on a four wheeler ride today. It was the most relaxed Ive been in awhile. A really long time actually. I could press down on the gas to let my anger down. Take chances. Take risks. It was nice. Got lost. Came out completely where I didnt want to be. In some persons field. I just rode on out like nothing was wrong. Oh well. I dont really care.
Fall break=Boredness. No Im just playing. Its been nice and relaxing. First day was a drag cause I woke up early and couldnt go back to sleep. A pain in my ass if you know what I mean.