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Well, the more and more Im with him, it seems like the more and more I fall for him. Im not quite sure if Im ready to fall for someone like this again. I mean, deep inside theres this lurking feeling that maybe the other might change and might come up and talk to me. Talk about what went wrong, about why he left. But, Im sure he wont. 99.9% sure he wont. Im not even sure if this one is falling for me. I kinda hope he doesnt. Im really hoping I dont and me be the one hurt like I was the last time. Honestly I dont think I could go through that another time. Its just to frustrating. Its just that, my heart has been hurt so many times and is still healing from the other one, I odnt know how I would deal with it. I mean I absolutely love the feeling of him and I together. Its so nice. Especially the small things that he does. But all in all, I think this is the happiest I have been in a long time. Maybe Im just being retarded and thinking the worst about guys. But, like I said, I think Im falling....and I think i like the feeling.
On another note, Im very cold. Its really cold here and i dont know why. My parents are secretly polar bears. Man, Mr. Logsdon is. I swear, I turn purple and hes sweating. Maybe its bcause Im the dumbass that sat right underneath the vent. Either way its still cold.
Well, CHris is here so I think Im gonna go. Talk to you people later.
On another note, Im very cold. Its really cold here and i dont know why. My parents are secretly polar bears. Man, Mr. Logsdon is. I swear, I turn purple and hes sweating. Maybe its bcause Im the dumbass that sat right underneath the vent. Either way its still cold.
Well, CHris is here so I think Im gonna go. Talk to you people later.