Dec 29, 2006 20:53
how do you deal with something that is complicated and messy?
its ridiculous
i hate this situation and i dont want to be part of it anymore.
im done.
i dropped a class.
im never gonna make it through college, its gonna take me years.
at this rate, i'll be out in 7 years... O my God!!!
i hate school
im tired of learning.
lindsey and i need to get out of this town.
we ran in to matt while we were out today-
most awkward 5 minutes of my life.
i dont even know how i feel about that situation it disgusts me.
im working tomorrow
which is good i need the money realllly bad.
cause all i do is spend it.
so danas for new years
then lindsey and i are going shopping at some point.
probably once everyone goes back to school
ooo
i think im auditioning for a show down in netcong.
i need to find something to do
and even though im not going to make theatre part of my major i want to stay involved in it.
i dont know
it wont hurt to audition right?
im kinda excited
if i made the chorus of this show id be thrilled!
we'll see.....