so gooodnight, you're embarrassing me.
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there was just the scariest bug in the world on my screen and i just about had a heart attack, you should be thankful i'm still alive.
so at work, there are supposed to be at least four people closing each night. but tonight it was just jocelyn and me and we called eveeeeryone to see if anyone could help but of course no one even bothered answering their phones. it sucked, and we were so stressed out, we didn't know what to do with ourselves. but we are good workers and we got it all done.
i feel like im being pulled in 1,575,893 directions. i don't have a lot of time, and i wish people could understand that i am trying my best. i'd appreciate it if you would stop getting mad at me because i can't see you every single day because you make me feel like shit that i can't change my schedule for you. i don't know what you want from me, but whatever it is, i think its more than i can give.
i know for sure what i want for once in my life, and this one time, i can't even tell you because im too late.
i screwed everything up, i am sorry i let you down. i never deserved to have someone like you around in the first place.
im sorry i am so selfish and im sorry i hurt you because i cant imagine you ever hurting me even a little.
im just so sorry.
i hate how i loose every good thing in my life.
i want to see chelsy, she's the only one who really really gets me.
im still completely in love with hot hot heat.
and i still can't get you out of my head.
there was just the scariest bug in the world on my screen and i just about had a heart attack, you should be thankful i'm still alive.
so at work, there are supposed to be at least four people closing each night. but tonight it was just jocelyn and me and we called eveeeeryone to see if anyone could help but of course no one even bothered answering their phones. it sucked, and we were so stressed out, we didn't know what to do with ourselves. but we are good workers and we got it all done.
i feel like im being pulled in 1,575,893 directions. i don't have a lot of time, and i wish people could understand that i am trying my best. i'd appreciate it if you would stop getting mad at me because i can't see you every single day because you make me feel like shit that i can't change my schedule for you. i don't know what you want from me, but whatever it is, i think its more than i can give.
i know for sure what i want for once in my life, and this one time, i can't even tell you because im too late.
i screwed everything up, i am sorry i let you down. i never deserved to have someone like you around in the first place.
im sorry i am so selfish and im sorry i hurt you because i cant imagine you ever hurting me even a little.
im just so sorry.
i hate how i loose every good thing in my life.
i want to see chelsy, she's the only one who really really gets me.
im still completely in love with hot hot heat.
and i still can't get you out of my head.