Random letter-type entry.
So fucking in love ^_^ it's brilliant.
Kind of reminds me that life does have an odd way of sorting you out, sorting itself out, and helping you out when everything goes wrong. I mean.. how did I meet you, Cill? I was out, drinking, planning on getting picked up by some random guy (or girl, really), utterly intent on spending the rest of my life wasted. And then you come along and appear to be the random guy and you change.. everything. It could have been anyone took an interest in me that night (and when I say anyone, I mean anyone who finds me attractive so probably.. five people? Out of five thousand, heh), and I could have still been just as fucked up now. And it was you. And then- we're just.. I don't know, 'just fucking', and then I say 'let's go' and you say 'ok' and I say 'where?' and you say 'disneyland', and bam.. love.
So thankyou, I love you more all the time, and.. happy new year! You say I changed you, God, if only you could know how much you've actually changed me, and how much I do need you.
Kind of reminds me that life does have an odd way of sorting you out, sorting itself out, and helping you out when everything goes wrong. I mean.. how did I meet you, Cill? I was out, drinking, planning on getting picked up by some random guy (or girl, really), utterly intent on spending the rest of my life wasted. And then you come along and appear to be the random guy and you change.. everything. It could have been anyone took an interest in me that night (and when I say anyone, I mean anyone who finds me attractive so probably.. five people? Out of five thousand, heh), and I could have still been just as fucked up now. And it was you. And then- we're just.. I don't know, 'just fucking', and then I say 'let's go' and you say 'ok' and I say 'where?' and you say 'disneyland', and bam.. love.
So thankyou, I love you more all the time, and.. happy new year! You say I changed you, God, if only you could know how much you've actually changed me, and how much I do need you.