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ok this is it the honest truth...
1. I don't understand how cars or computers work, but I'd like to learn
2. I've never met my grandma or my grandpa on my moms side.
3. I have two pairs of grandparents on my dads side.
4. No matter how hard I try I can't write perfectly with my left hand.
5. I was born in a hospital in Redondo Beach, but I lived in Torrance.
6. I don't sleep in my bed, I sleep on the floor.
7. on Saturdays I don't wear make-up
8. there are miracles I see and don't believe so seeing isn't believing feeling is.
9. I don't want to grow up and there's no law that says I have to.
10. I wish I could have my childhood back.
11. I dream about people who are afraid to open their eyes...I call it ignorance.
12. I want to understand the human brain and how it works
13. I wish with all my heart that I could play the violin
14. On Monday nights I go to Alateen.
15. On Thursday nights I go to my psychologist and she tells me I should be hospitalized.
16. I don't like myself.
17. I get hurt a lot. sometimes I think I'm weak because I can't take a couple of emotional hits, or a couple of words.
18. I have manic depression.
19. Sometimes I have anxiety/panic/whatever attacks and I can't breathe.
20. My dad is a drug addict...
21. My mom blames herself...but it's not her fault...it's not my dads fault either...it's mine.
22. When it's rainy I wish that I could fly into the grayest clouds and just sit there and cry along with the sky.
23. I watch sunrises by myself on top of my roof. I would say they're beautiful..but that just isn't enough.
24. Sometimes I wish I could be like my bestfriend Kayli...because she's awsome. but sometimes she hurts me.
25. When I was little I played with imaginary people they weren't very nice.
26. have you ever seen the trees silloueted against the sunrise at five thirty in the morning after...well, hell?....because it's heaven.
I know like only three people ever read this...that's what I'm counting on...<3
1. I don't understand how cars or computers work, but I'd like to learn
2. I've never met my grandma or my grandpa on my moms side.
3. I have two pairs of grandparents on my dads side.
4. No matter how hard I try I can't write perfectly with my left hand.
5. I was born in a hospital in Redondo Beach, but I lived in Torrance.
6. I don't sleep in my bed, I sleep on the floor.
7. on Saturdays I don't wear make-up
8. there are miracles I see and don't believe so seeing isn't believing feeling is.
9. I don't want to grow up and there's no law that says I have to.
10. I wish I could have my childhood back.
11. I dream about people who are afraid to open their eyes...I call it ignorance.
12. I want to understand the human brain and how it works
13. I wish with all my heart that I could play the violin
14. On Monday nights I go to Alateen.
15. On Thursday nights I go to my psychologist and she tells me I should be hospitalized.
16. I don't like myself.
17. I get hurt a lot. sometimes I think I'm weak because I can't take a couple of emotional hits, or a couple of words.
18. I have manic depression.
19. Sometimes I have anxiety/panic/whatever attacks and I can't breathe.
20. My dad is a drug addict...
21. My mom blames herself...but it's not her fault...it's not my dads fault either...it's mine.
22. When it's rainy I wish that I could fly into the grayest clouds and just sit there and cry along with the sky.
23. I watch sunrises by myself on top of my roof. I would say they're beautiful..but that just isn't enough.
24. Sometimes I wish I could be like my bestfriend Kayli...because she's awsome. but sometimes she hurts me.
25. When I was little I played with imaginary people they weren't very nice.
26. have you ever seen the trees silloueted against the sunrise at five thirty in the morning after...well, hell?....because it's heaven.
I know like only three people ever read this...that's what I'm counting on...<3