Time To Fucking Come To My Realization

[__gotkarma]

Its one thing to be constatly hurt by your friends
but its completely different being shunned by your family
they are the ones you have to see everyday
and live through your life with them
i just want to find someone that fucking cares about me
fuck all these people honestly, what will they do for me
i just miss my sister. She was honestly one of my best friends
and since shes been gone, the past 4 years
ive been so fucking uncontrolably depressed
she was/is the ONLY fucking person i can truly tell everything to
and shes gone. you cant fucking trust ANYONE
but i know i can trust my sister with ANYTHING fucking ANYTHING
who is she going to tell? Whose she going to go off and fucking
talk shit about me to and bring me down. NOONE that is why
shes fucking the only one i can trust
fuck all of you fucking dochebags
i cant trust ANY of you
the only time i can express myself is through this motherfucking thing
while you all look from a far.
Never looking into what im feeling and understanding
my sister did that, and its so hard.
Im NEVER going to have anyone i can trust
at least more then her... AND SHES FUCKING GONE
SALOME AND ANNA ARE FUCKING GONE
AND THEY DONT FUCKING WANT ME BACK
BUT IM IN SUCH DENILE I DONT WANT TO BELIEVE IT
BUT FUCKING NEWS FLASH, THEY DONT GIVE A RATS ASS
neither do any of you
not even the person i call my best friend
she doesnt care about me :( i care about her
but she never lets me get one word it
and everythings always my fault
:( whatever. Sweet. i never can get out what i truly mean
and only alexia and bre will comment anyways
so the only time i can get my feelings out
NO ONE WILL HEAR. PEACE