Beat Me Up, Break Me Down, Hope That I Don't Come Around, Kick Me When Im On The Ground.
Im so hurt right now its unbelievable, call me emo call me whatever you fucking want because i dont give a shit. im going to say what i fucking mean. I cant say that i truly love any of my friends like i used to.
Alexia, Kelli, Joe, Lauren Allen, Lauren Eberle, Whitney and Matt are honestly the only people I can say I love and they mean so much ( Read more... )
and who are you telling me you and kevin are non of my fucking business when you were all over him in my fucking bedroom
so shut the hell up. The way you treat your boyfriends and your parents concerns me and im not fucking saying your a terrible person im saying you dont think before you do shit. And you always have to be around guys. it can NEVER be just us two. Jon likes you so fucking much and he would NEVER cheat on you and you tell me you love him then why the fuck are you always over guys and what makes me angry the most is that you do it around me so it becomes my business and i dont want to keep my mouth shut while you go off and hurt him but i dont want jon to have to hear this shit from me. ive ALWAYS been there for you and ALWAYS help you when your down, can you say that much for me? I dont think so breann...its always about you. i tell you when im down and you go off and talk about yourself. Your to fucking beautiful for me i guess and you matter more than me and maybe thats why we are so fucking different. I care about other people and you care about yourself. Whatever breann come back to the fucking real world you know the one that consists of other people than yourself.
AND YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT
i never treated my friends badly
and i dont treat you badly either
you fucking just need to have some sort of realization
and you dont have it. You think everything your doing is fine
your going to end up nowhere the path your taking
IM BEING FUCKING BLUNT BUT YOU NEED TO HEAR THIS FROM SOMEONE
your mom loves you so fucking much and her calling me sounded so upset just made me realize how badly you treat people.
whatever no matter what i fucking say
you wont listen, you never fucking listen
so i mine as well stop talking because nothing i say fucking matters to you because you live in your own fucking world.
You never cared about me, and I realize that now
and how can i care about someone so much
when she goes off and hurts all of her friends
and is so self centered?
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because you guys are sooo much more alike because you all realize what is sooo wrong and right
it hurts me when you say other people are your bestfriends, but i guess i desurve it..
whatever
you know i always loved you
ALWAYS
i have told you so many times that i look up to you and that you are my hero, just because you see what i dont.
i always told you that you were my angel and how much you meant to me.
I leave you messages on your phone telling you i miss you and i want to see you.
when we snuck out the other night it was just us.
you wanted to be with abid but he was asleep.
so it was you and me.
all night.
i cant fucking fight with you anymore.
honestly.
i love you so much
i can listen, i can help you, i can do what ever you want.
give me one more try, please.
i need you ilana.
i will change
i promis
you dont know how much you mean to me.
please, i will be a better person.
just be there for me okay?
and i will be there for you.
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I just dont aprove of some of the things that you do
:( I still Love you and ALWAYS will.
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telling him what happened.
i dont know.
im really sorry go read my update it was all for you.
i love you so much.
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You have alwasy been there fo me and I want to thank you.
You put up with so much of my shit and I love you so much for that.
I am going to work on being a better person:
Less complaining, putting people down, being rude, stuck up, self centered, and everything else.
I want you to know that I really am a good person.
I can be.
I really want you to be my bestfriend forever.
And I need to be as good to you as you are to me.
I'm sorry for everything in the past.
I'm going to do better, day by day.
You will see a change I promis.
Thanks for making me realize how I am acting and how childish it is.
You're my angel, my bestfriend, my support.
♥
Ginger.
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i dont want you to change for me
i want you to change for yourself
honestly, if you like the way your acting keep it that way
even if i dont approve because frankly it doesnt matter what i say
it matters how you feel
i may think the way you act is childish but so what
im not you
and ill always love you
regardless of the things you do
but if you decide to stay the same
just know it will just make it harder for me to respect the things you do
but the things you do are different from who you are
and you have to find the median of those two to balance whoyou really are and who you want to be
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And I think that if I try to change a little bit I will be in so much lass trouble and I will be so much more respected.
I'm doing this for me, for us.
I love you so much.
And I want you to know the real me.
Not the image of me.
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because if your not, you wont change
and I will know that you didnt intend on changing in the first place.
Oh well its not up to me to make your decisions.
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