i honestly do care. with all of my heart. ;-\
[7:36 PM]: Can you speak for yourself?
gone x away [7:36 PM]: sure
[7:36 PM]: dont..
[7:36 PM]: even
[7:36 PM]: try to tell me
[7:37 PM]: that i forced you into a relationship.
[7:37 PM]: i specifically asked you
[7:37 PM]: what you wanted
gone x away [7:37 PM]: i know you didnt
[7:37 PM]: and you told me
[7:37 PM]: thats what you wanted
[7:37 PM]: and then
[7:37 PM]: me
[7:37 PM]: thinking
[7:37 PM]: it was something great..
[7:37 PM]: and special
[7:37 PM]: all you fucking did was ignore the fact that we had something.
[7:38 PM]: we talked..
[7:38 PM]: all of ..
[7:38 PM]: an hour...all the times you called me
[7:39 PM]: I CAN`T HAVE HALF OF SOMEONE..you gave me nothing..there was nothing
[7:39 PM]: AND THEN
[7:39 PM]: YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVED ME?
gone x away[7:39 PM]: i did
[7:39 PM]: NO
[7:39 PM]: YOU DIDNT
[7:40 PM]: megan....its just not possible for ..it to be the same..after..
[7:40 PM]: you cut me out of your life.
[7:40 PM]: SEE
[7:41 PM]: AND EVEN NOW YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
gone x away [7:41 PM]: i didnt cut you out of my life
[7:41 PM]: ONCE AGAIN MEGAN YOURE FUCKING SILENT
gone x away [7:41 PM]: i dont want things to be the same.
gone x away [7:41 PM]: i dont know how thy can be.
gone x away [7:42 PM]: and i realize that now
[7:42 PM]: ...-shakes head-
[7:43 PM]: then wtf do you want?
gone x away [7:44 PM]: i dont want you to hate me
gone x away [7:44 PM]: and as of now i dont think thats going to happen
[7:45 PM]: why?
[7:45 PM]: why do you want to be friends meg?
[7:45 PM]: why?
gone x away [7:45 PM]: because i want you in my life
gone x away [7:46 PM]: or as much of it that you can be.
[7:46 PM]: you know
[7:46 PM]: when i wanted you in my life
[7:46 PM]: you werent there
gone x away [7:46 PM]: and i wouldnt blame you for not being in mine
[7:47 PM]: y`know meg..
[7:47 PM]: i remember
[7:47 PM]: whenever
[7:48 PM]: i would come online..and i'd see you online..i would be so fucking happy.
[7:48 PM]: i mean
[7:48 PM]: i could've gotten stabbed that day
[7:48 PM]: and yet
[7:48 PM]: i would be happy to know you were there.
gone x away [7:48 PM]: i was like that too
[7:48 PM]: and now
[7:49 PM]: you want that back..and i ..dont know if i do..because..i dont want the same thing to happen again.
[7:49 PM]: and i hope youre happy because i`m crying now.
gone x away [7:49 PM]: im not happy
gone x away [7:49 PM]: especially if youre crying
[7:50 PM]: i tried
[7:50 PM]: and tried
[7:50 PM]: to avoid you
[7:50 PM]: so i wouldnt have to beat myself up.
[7:50 PM]: it all comes to show
[7:50 PM]: that it wasnt just my fault
gone x away [7:50 PM]: it was never your fault
[7:50 PM]: exactly..
[7:50 PM]: i try
[7:50 PM]: and try
[7:51 PM]: to believe that
[7:51 PM]: what you want...is ...
[7:51 PM]: something that will fit.
gone x away [7:51 PM]: what would fit?
[7:51 PM]: you.
y [7:51 PM]: as a friend..thats all i ever wanted.
[7:52 PM]: and then
[7:52 PM]: we had more then that
[7:52 PM]: and it fucked up
[7:52 PM]: and now
[7:52 PM]: now..what..
gone x away [7:52 PM]: what do you want?
[7:52 PM]: i dont know.
gone x away [7:53 PM]: how about...we try to start over?
[7:54 PM]: i need to think..
gone x away [7:54 PM]: ok
[7:54 PM]: i`ll get back to you.
[7:54 PM]: when i have came to a conclusion.
gone x away [7:55 PM]: ok
gone x away [7:55 PM]: ...ill be here
[7:55 PM]: ok.
gone x away [7:36 PM]: sure
[7:36 PM]: dont..
[7:36 PM]: even
[7:36 PM]: try to tell me
[7:37 PM]: that i forced you into a relationship.
[7:37 PM]: i specifically asked you
[7:37 PM]: what you wanted
gone x away [7:37 PM]: i know you didnt
[7:37 PM]: and you told me
[7:37 PM]: thats what you wanted
[7:37 PM]: and then
[7:37 PM]: me
[7:37 PM]: thinking
[7:37 PM]: it was something great..
[7:37 PM]: and special
[7:37 PM]: all you fucking did was ignore the fact that we had something.
[7:38 PM]: we talked..
[7:38 PM]: all of ..
[7:38 PM]: an hour...all the times you called me
[7:39 PM]: I CAN`T HAVE HALF OF SOMEONE..you gave me nothing..there was nothing
[7:39 PM]: AND THEN
[7:39 PM]: YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVED ME?
gone x away[7:39 PM]: i did
[7:39 PM]: NO
[7:39 PM]: YOU DIDNT
[7:40 PM]: megan....its just not possible for ..it to be the same..after..
[7:40 PM]: you cut me out of your life.
[7:40 PM]: SEE
[7:41 PM]: AND EVEN NOW YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
gone x away [7:41 PM]: i didnt cut you out of my life
[7:41 PM]: ONCE AGAIN MEGAN YOURE FUCKING SILENT
gone x away [7:41 PM]: i dont want things to be the same.
gone x away [7:41 PM]: i dont know how thy can be.
gone x away [7:42 PM]: and i realize that now
[7:42 PM]: ...-shakes head-
[7:43 PM]: then wtf do you want?
gone x away [7:44 PM]: i dont want you to hate me
gone x away [7:44 PM]: and as of now i dont think thats going to happen
[7:45 PM]: why?
[7:45 PM]: why do you want to be friends meg?
[7:45 PM]: why?
gone x away [7:45 PM]: because i want you in my life
gone x away [7:46 PM]: or as much of it that you can be.
[7:46 PM]: you know
[7:46 PM]: when i wanted you in my life
[7:46 PM]: you werent there
gone x away [7:46 PM]: and i wouldnt blame you for not being in mine
[7:47 PM]: y`know meg..
[7:47 PM]: i remember
[7:47 PM]: whenever
[7:48 PM]: i would come online..and i'd see you online..i would be so fucking happy.
[7:48 PM]: i mean
[7:48 PM]: i could've gotten stabbed that day
[7:48 PM]: and yet
[7:48 PM]: i would be happy to know you were there.
gone x away [7:48 PM]: i was like that too
[7:48 PM]: and now
[7:49 PM]: you want that back..and i ..dont know if i do..because..i dont want the same thing to happen again.
[7:49 PM]: and i hope youre happy because i`m crying now.
gone x away [7:49 PM]: im not happy
gone x away [7:49 PM]: especially if youre crying
[7:50 PM]: i tried
[7:50 PM]: and tried
[7:50 PM]: to avoid you
[7:50 PM]: so i wouldnt have to beat myself up.
[7:50 PM]: it all comes to show
[7:50 PM]: that it wasnt just my fault
gone x away [7:50 PM]: it was never your fault
[7:50 PM]: exactly..
[7:50 PM]: i try
[7:50 PM]: and try
[7:51 PM]: to believe that
[7:51 PM]: what you want...is ...
[7:51 PM]: something that will fit.
gone x away [7:51 PM]: what would fit?
[7:51 PM]: you.
y [7:51 PM]: as a friend..thats all i ever wanted.
[7:52 PM]: and then
[7:52 PM]: we had more then that
[7:52 PM]: and it fucked up
[7:52 PM]: and now
[7:52 PM]: now..what..
gone x away [7:52 PM]: what do you want?
[7:52 PM]: i dont know.
gone x away [7:53 PM]: how about...we try to start over?
[7:54 PM]: i need to think..
gone x away [7:54 PM]: ok
[7:54 PM]: i`ll get back to you.
[7:54 PM]: when i have came to a conclusion.
gone x away [7:55 PM]: ok
gone x away [7:55 PM]: ...ill be here
[7:55 PM]: ok.