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[__godspeed]

life is so sad sometimes. i think of everything and i cry. everything in the world makes me think of my boyfriend and i don't know what i'm going to do when he's gone. but i am reminded every day that he is leaving. and he seems so sad sometimes and i hate it. and i hate that he is always working. and i hate that time moves so quickly.

i just hate everything so much right now. so much.