Au revoir.
Forgive my abscence, I have been an insomniac, sitting on friend's balconies watching the first plane of the morning fly overhead.
I have failed two subjects in university and have discovered that I have learnt so much about myself in the last two months than any governemnt enforced education can. I am not proud of myself, but feel stronger and in some strange way, I am breathing in a rhythem which does not force my hands to shake.
I have learned:
1.That punk rock and love is dead, the same boy killed them.
2.My girlfriend will always be there with soft kisses, marijuana muffins and a shoulder to lean on.
3.My best friend will always listen to me as I come home and complain of a broken heart.
4.I am forever in a love affair with music.
5.Pills, gin and tonics, going to the airport wearing nothing but underwear and fairywings is the best way to say goodbye to a lover.
6.I should not be afraid to write, because it can be the only thing that svaes me at times.
7.Hands tracing my hipbones and lyrics whispered in my ear make me insatiable.
8.Elizabeth Wurtzel, Francesca Lia Block and Bright Eyes make great company when everyone's gone home and my bed feels empty.
9.That dancing like lovemaking, passionate, uncoordinated, rough and sensual is the best way to welcome the sunrise.
10. I am leaving livejournal. I will continue to write at dland, and I will return here shortly, with a new journal, combining photography, poetry and prose, all the things that i was to afraid to say before.
So, if you like what i write, please keep me on yr friend's list as I will update here from time to time, until my new livejournal. To all the people on friends list, you are the most beautiful, talented people I have ever had the happiness of reading and relating to. Thankyou.
I have failed two subjects in university and have discovered that I have learnt so much about myself in the last two months than any governemnt enforced education can. I am not proud of myself, but feel stronger and in some strange way, I am breathing in a rhythem which does not force my hands to shake.
I have learned:
1.That punk rock and love is dead, the same boy killed them.
2.My girlfriend will always be there with soft kisses, marijuana muffins and a shoulder to lean on.
3.My best friend will always listen to me as I come home and complain of a broken heart.
4.I am forever in a love affair with music.
5.Pills, gin and tonics, going to the airport wearing nothing but underwear and fairywings is the best way to say goodbye to a lover.
6.I should not be afraid to write, because it can be the only thing that svaes me at times.
7.Hands tracing my hipbones and lyrics whispered in my ear make me insatiable.
8.Elizabeth Wurtzel, Francesca Lia Block and Bright Eyes make great company when everyone's gone home and my bed feels empty.
9.That dancing like lovemaking, passionate, uncoordinated, rough and sensual is the best way to welcome the sunrise.
10. I am leaving livejournal. I will continue to write at dland, and I will return here shortly, with a new journal, combining photography, poetry and prose, all the things that i was to afraid to say before.
So, if you like what i write, please keep me on yr friend's list as I will update here from time to time, until my new livejournal. To all the people on friends list, you are the most beautiful, talented people I have ever had the happiness of reading and relating to. Thankyou.