May 07, 2006 04:23
i give up. starting monday, i think i'm going to go on a diet. really, this time. and i might, MIGHT, try and drink WATER instead of pop for the time being.
for the past few years the best diet for me is breaking up with a guy. well, that's not going to happen but seriously. i think i literally lost 12 lbs when i broke up with ryan. in like a week. then gained it all back because of ortho-tri-cyclen and routinely going to randy's. fuck you birth control.
the weird thing about my weight is that it's not bad. i can look in the mirror and be like, wow. i am actually pretty thin. but i'm still the kind of girl who thinks about it every day and i have been since *that year* so i refuse to be unhappy. i'm going to do this the healthy way and start going to the gym also. so no worries.
besides, i have to look hot to be LLL's girl this summer. ;)
p.s. um, my cat is snoring extremely loud and kind of sounds like a base drum. that can't be normal.