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Good afternoon all. This one is brought in part to you by...well you'll find out. It's loosely inspired on someone I wish to forget.

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Best Friend 7/31/04 -- Jennifer Sanett

Can't you just go?
It's not like you care
Don't you touch me
and see in my eyes the bare
emotions shining through?

We were supposed to be
that perfect pair
the one you read in fairy tales.
That love is so rare
But you had to wreck it all, didn't you?

I see you and I cringe
I want to slap your face
And scream my pain out
for all the world to hear
Me, your best friend
Me, your last conquest
Me, the one that wouldn't...
won't take this anymore.

Does it feel good to pretend
that each and every girl
means the world?
Does it feel good to know
I'm another knotch
on that rickety bedpost of yours?
Does it feel good to know
that I cry all the time
when I think of...

What an idiot I was
to believe in you.

I see you and it burns
knowing that you took the
last innocent part
of my icy little heart.
And I'll scream out,
let the entire world hear
my bitter cry,
the cry of a woman, betrayed.