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I FOUND MY BANANA SHIRT!
you wouldn't understand...
yesterday was absolutely amazing.
hanging out with all those kiddies..
just the way I'd like to remember it.
I wish we could've had more nights like that.
Now summer is over.
I officially see it that way.
Tomorrow I will be packing all day
& seeing my boy for the last time before I leave for a week.
I know, I know...a week isn't long.
I realize. So I'm not too torn up about it.
I'm just going to miss him.
which is normal.
I know I'll be busy up at school,
but I'll still have him on my mind constantly.
Definitely taking all of his hoodies with me.
I just wish they smelled like him :[
but noooo. they've spent months & months in a different house
so they smell like that house...lame.
I told Seanzie he could come visit me whenever he wants.
I didn't lie.
I'd actually like to hangout with him.
my feelings with him are so mixed up now.
Whenever I remember what he did & actually think about it, I get pissed.
But whenever I think "what's done is done" I just don't care...
I'm excited to get up to Central.
Start learning more.
EXERCISING! :D
I can't wait to have a bangin' bod.
I want to feel sexy.
I love my curves.
I just want them to be toned. mhmm.
I'm going to try super hard to exercise & eat well when I'm up there.
I'll have no excuses anymore. since my family won't be there.
I'm going to be a college student.
I can't even believe it.
Walking around campus.
Typing papers.
Taking notes.
I'm so excited & so nervous at the same time.
I hope I have good teachers.
I really really hope I do.
This is the most optimistic entry I've had in awhile...
I go through little spurts of upsetness...
then I'm fine.
It kinda sucks, but I'll get over it.
I'm going to meet so many new people up at Central.
I'm going to come back new & improved.
I've been wearing eyeliner every once in awhile lately.
& I'm kind of a fan...
not for all the time obviously.
but for every once in awhile. it's nice :]
It makes my eye POP!
(not literally) ;P
I stole one of Jere's rubber bands.
I hope he doesn't mind :]
it's my new bracelet.
I pull it off.
Totally.
I want to sing music.
I don't know why.
I'm kinda hyper.
I think I'm done.
The next time I update will probably be when I'm at school! :D
We'll see what it says.
Hopefully it will be a happy entry...
I guess we'll seeeeeee
goodnight♥
you wouldn't understand...
yesterday was absolutely amazing.
hanging out with all those kiddies..
just the way I'd like to remember it.
I wish we could've had more nights like that.
Now summer is over.
I officially see it that way.
Tomorrow I will be packing all day
& seeing my boy for the last time before I leave for a week.
I know, I know...a week isn't long.
I realize. So I'm not too torn up about it.
I'm just going to miss him.
which is normal.
I know I'll be busy up at school,
but I'll still have him on my mind constantly.
Definitely taking all of his hoodies with me.
I just wish they smelled like him :[
but noooo. they've spent months & months in a different house
so they smell like that house...lame.
I told Seanzie he could come visit me whenever he wants.
I didn't lie.
I'd actually like to hangout with him.
my feelings with him are so mixed up now.
Whenever I remember what he did & actually think about it, I get pissed.
But whenever I think "what's done is done" I just don't care...
I'm excited to get up to Central.
Start learning more.
EXERCISING! :D
I can't wait to have a bangin' bod.
I want to feel sexy.
I love my curves.
I just want them to be toned. mhmm.
I'm going to try super hard to exercise & eat well when I'm up there.
I'll have no excuses anymore. since my family won't be there.
I'm going to be a college student.
I can't even believe it.
Walking around campus.
Typing papers.
Taking notes.
I'm so excited & so nervous at the same time.
I hope I have good teachers.
I really really hope I do.
This is the most optimistic entry I've had in awhile...
I go through little spurts of upsetness...
then I'm fine.
It kinda sucks, but I'll get over it.
I'm going to meet so many new people up at Central.
I'm going to come back new & improved.
I've been wearing eyeliner every once in awhile lately.
& I'm kind of a fan...
not for all the time obviously.
but for every once in awhile. it's nice :]
It makes my eye POP!
(not literally) ;P
I stole one of Jere's rubber bands.
I hope he doesn't mind :]
it's my new bracelet.
I pull it off.
Totally.
I want to sing music.
I don't know why.
I'm kinda hyper.
I think I'm done.
The next time I update will probably be when I'm at school! :D
We'll see what it says.
Hopefully it will be a happy entry...
I guess we'll seeeeeee
goodnight♥