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[__gilgamesh]

I kinda feel like an idiot.
& I'm super confused about everything.
I need a punching bag. or something.
UGH! I'm so mutha effing stressed it's recockulous.
I'm sure everything will work out for you...
& I'm happy for you...right? Yeah. I am.

why do I have to be such a nice person?
why do I have to end things before I see what happens?
I feel really shitty for pushing someone else away.
I feel like I'm being unfair.
& I feel like a hypocrit...

this week kinda blows...