heyy
heyy new lj.. i had to make a new one cause my other ones kept gettin messed up and i duno whyy.. =[
yeaaa buh most likely this one wont get messed upp..
newayszz yesterday i went to the mall with nina and amanda..
amanda had to go to work so we juss walked arounda nd bought sumthingsz... i have pictures...lol ill post them l8ter tho cause now i have to fix up this journal and juss fix other thignszz...
after the mall i went to maria and kaitlyn's cheerleading competition....hahah it was awesome i really cant wait till pep rally..cause once agen we are going to fcukin b better then varsity ..(no offense to the ppl i talk to on varsity)..
i have a game todai unfortunately..i wish it wooda fcukin rained..lol buh nopeee it juss didnt..great!..haha..its at 5:30 and then tomo games at 1 3 and 7..soo i wont b home all day tomo =[ ..
i was thinking about thingsz yesterday..haha it was funny how i sat here all summer thinking thingsz will happen which all it did was made me get sick of u in a way...made me obssessed cause i HAD to b with you and i needed to go see you...and now its like i barely talk to you..w/e mann maybe thats why ppl say thingsz happen for a reason..and yeaa i learned my listen with this waiting bs..u dont want a gurl which what makes me think why wood u want one in what a couple of weeks..u dont want one its not like ur going to change ur mind in a matter of a couple of days or weeks or months..buh juss to say for the record i m done..i m not over you buh i m done with what we had or have..i want sumthin real and not juss to sit here hoping u will want me as much as i did at one point..i was happy and wont regrewt nethin this summer because what i feel is still there juss not strong enough too deal with me gettin hurt ne more...
g2g get redi for my game
l8ter kidszz
yeaaa buh most likely this one wont get messed upp..
newayszz yesterday i went to the mall with nina and amanda..
amanda had to go to work so we juss walked arounda nd bought sumthingsz... i have pictures...lol ill post them l8ter tho cause now i have to fix up this journal and juss fix other thignszz...
after the mall i went to maria and kaitlyn's cheerleading competition....hahah it was awesome i really cant wait till pep rally..cause once agen we are going to fcukin b better then varsity ..(no offense to the ppl i talk to on varsity)..
i have a game todai unfortunately..i wish it wooda fcukin rained..lol buh nopeee it juss didnt..great!..haha..its at 5:30 and then tomo games at 1 3 and 7..soo i wont b home all day tomo =[ ..
i was thinking about thingsz yesterday..haha it was funny how i sat here all summer thinking thingsz will happen which all it did was made me get sick of u in a way...made me obssessed cause i HAD to b with you and i needed to go see you...and now its like i barely talk to you..w/e mann maybe thats why ppl say thingsz happen for a reason..and yeaa i learned my listen with this waiting bs..u dont want a gurl which what makes me think why wood u want one in what a couple of weeks..u dont want one its not like ur going to change ur mind in a matter of a couple of days or weeks or months..buh juss to say for the record i m done..i m not over you buh i m done with what we had or have..i want sumthin real and not juss to sit here hoping u will want me as much as i did at one point..i was happy and wont regrewt nethin this summer because what i feel is still there juss not strong enough too deal with me gettin hurt ne more...
g2g get redi for my game
l8ter kidszz