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Dec 31, 2005 12:18

wow so i definitely haven't written in this thing in eons. kind of ridiculous but whatev.
i hate where i live.
my sister has changed too much, i miss the old her. i don't really like patrick.
i wish my mom was a mom. because she isn't.
i love nicole and jessica. end of story.
i have done so much shit in my life and i am only 17 years old.
i wish i could never grow up. because i hate facing reality sometimes.
i miss neenah katie cooper tony john kiimii.

i wish i had a job and a license and car and that i wasn't such a piece of shit who makes stupid choices.
i'm in love with someone and i hate it. i need to read more books...

i love the band Sigur Ros so much. They are completely amazing. I never want to go back to school. I absolutely hate the environment and how you're only "smart" if you meet the institution's standards. Which I definitely think is totally false. I miss Matthew Clifton Strasser.
I hate Christmas. It's not what it's supposed to be about anymore. Too many presents. It makes no sense to me. I'm rambling right now. And I'm also listening to James Taylor and I think that he is an amazing singer/songwrIter.

I want to go to France than words can describe. This SUmmer I am moving to Washington to live with my Aunt Kathy. I am so excited. I won't be around anyone that I know except for my Aunt. I'll be gone for about 2 months. All the way across the whole entire country.

Someone should write me while I'm gone so I can still feel like I have friends in this world.

I think that's all I can really say right now. I think I'll wRIte in this thing some more later.
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