Aug 16, 2006 21:54
so long sweet summer,
i stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays.
so long sweet slumber.
i fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.
summer ended exactly how summer began, talking about star wars and smoking a cigarette. i couldn't help but to feel older and wiser while i threw my last cigarette butt of the summer. i feel like i've gone through alot this summer and i know i learned alot about life this summer too. this was the best summer of my life, that's a fact. but, at the same time, i'm kind of eager for school to start again. funny thing is, i know the school aspet of it is going to be hard, but the social aspet will be great. mainly because i'll be driving sometime before may. so then, i won't have to feel like a dick and depend on certain people for certain things. but most of all, i can go to hammond whenever she wants.
eng II - rome; a
theatrart I - guajardo; c
biology - indovina; d
lunch - lunch;
geometry - new; l
french I - ferry; a
west civ - baudry; d
rel II - hutchines; s
homerm 10 - hardy; j
say hello to boring week days and long winter nights.
another reason why i can't wait for it begin is because the band will finally get off the ground. ever since i was seven and bought blink-182's dude ranch, i've known what i've wanted to become. really, i haven't written much (lyric-wise) since last april but i wrote some stuff here and there. here's some of it:
as for me, i'm untieing these ropes,
unrolling those sails, and setting them for along time
because i've been through this way too much
and i've been too many places to know and
to relize that you'll never be the same again
i wish i could count on you half as much as
i could count on getting your dial tones
(excuses all used up, eyes filling with water)
(should have thought about this before it happened)
i wish i could count on you half as much as
i could count on getting your dial tones
(excuses all used up, eyes filling with water)
(should have thought about this before it happened)
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so let's just stare as the smoke reaches the sky
we could talk about what it is exactly you're trying prove
here i go again trying to, trying to talk to you
because i swear talking to you is like breathing for the first time
here i go again trying to, trying to talk about anything
because i swear, i swear i need you...
here i go again searching for, searching for the right things to say
because i swear i'm trying my best not to ruin what i used to have
here i go again searching for, searching for reasons to be by my side
because i swear, i swear you were my everything...
and as i fall, face first on the floor, in hope you'll catch me someday
you slowly turn away, just to reject what you just created
and as i fall, face first on the floor, in hope you'll notice me
you slowly turn away, just to forget about me....
here i go again searching for, searching for the right things to say
because i swear i'm trying my best not to ruin what i used to have
here i go again searching for, searching for reasons to be by my side
because i swear, i swear you were my everything...
because i know you know that you mean more to me
then what you give yourself credit for, you just shut your eyes
you shut your eyes to push away what i'm trying to prove
because you could never admit that i'm right in the first place
because i know you know that you mean more to me
then what you give yourself credit for, you just shut your eyes
you shut your eyes to push away what i'm trying to prove
because you could never admit that i'm right in the first place