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Bible study was awesome! Even though I'm not morman like Alva, it's like normal bible study. The guys there are soooo nice and so funny and I had a great time. Someone else there loves the Newsies just as much as I do ha ha...
I can not wait until this summer when I move out of my dorm and back into my own room. I really think Kelley and I will get along and I really am looking forward to being on my own. My dad is not very happy that I'm not coming home this summer, he's probably not very happy that I will never be living at home again. Wow, that actually kind of scares me...
I was thinking tonight at bible study how lucky I am. No really, I have been blessed in SO many ways that when I was younger I let my moms death stand in the way of that realization. As I grew up, I started to realize more and more what I have. I spent so much time and energy hating my step-mom because I thought she was just taking over. I look back and HATE the way I acted. I was the biggest brat at 13 that I don't know how my dad put up with me. I cried every single night. Thank the lord that I grew out of that stage. While I still miss my mom like crazy, I am not bitter. God wanted her and needed her more than we did I suppose. The good thing that came out of it: I now have a big family who is awesome. I have the cutest niece in the world. I have a step-mom who truly cares for us. I have a dad who would do anything for me. He didn't marry my step-mom for 5 years because he didn't want us to move and me have to change schools. Who does that?
If my dad had been selfish and got married, I wouldn't have graduated with the best people in the whole world. I wouldn't have had the best teachers (Allen & Liebman) who wanted nothing more than for their students to succeed. I'm so lucky to be going to college. I sit around sometimes and think "Am I really here?"
Ok, so this is getting a little lengthy and i'm just rambling...
I have to go finish my work for English
I love and miss everyone SO much...you really have no idea...
I can not wait until this summer when I move out of my dorm and back into my own room. I really think Kelley and I will get along and I really am looking forward to being on my own. My dad is not very happy that I'm not coming home this summer, he's probably not very happy that I will never be living at home again. Wow, that actually kind of scares me...
I was thinking tonight at bible study how lucky I am. No really, I have been blessed in SO many ways that when I was younger I let my moms death stand in the way of that realization. As I grew up, I started to realize more and more what I have. I spent so much time and energy hating my step-mom because I thought she was just taking over. I look back and HATE the way I acted. I was the biggest brat at 13 that I don't know how my dad put up with me. I cried every single night. Thank the lord that I grew out of that stage. While I still miss my mom like crazy, I am not bitter. God wanted her and needed her more than we did I suppose. The good thing that came out of it: I now have a big family who is awesome. I have the cutest niece in the world. I have a step-mom who truly cares for us. I have a dad who would do anything for me. He didn't marry my step-mom for 5 years because he didn't want us to move and me have to change schools. Who does that?
If my dad had been selfish and got married, I wouldn't have graduated with the best people in the whole world. I wouldn't have had the best teachers (Allen & Liebman) who wanted nothing more than for their students to succeed. I'm so lucky to be going to college. I sit around sometimes and think "Am I really here?"
Ok, so this is getting a little lengthy and i'm just rambling...
I have to go finish my work for English
I love and miss everyone SO much...you really have no idea...