held back
i honestly wonder sometimes if i am insane or if the people around me are retarded.. But you know what in the end i guess its that they are surrounded by a bunch of kiss asses and they'll never see the light of the self centered monster they really are..?
most likely. I want miami to be done with. Ive had so much fun lately but im tired of the fake ass hypocracy and im tired of people talking shit about me that isnt true.. But what im mostly tired of is having someone in my life tell me how cool i am one minute and then the second your not friends talk so much shit.. just goes to show you how spineless some people are.. and you know what in the end I have had a way better turn out because i have friends that tell me the truth that dont kiss my ass and lead me astray.. that have important things on their minds. that show me what its like to grow up and to mature and to move on with the things that held you back in life.. mayte and maria are the two people i know have the least drama in their lives yet have the most fun.. and whether or not im blamed for certain things we are each responsible for our own actions.. =]] and things will turn out how fate has it no matter what infact blame me for what ever you want because in the end responsibility falls solely on yourself.. and that live journal is the last thing im ever posting on this thing. I am saying good bye to old friendships that crumbled good bye to a love i once knew and now am such a stranger to.. and good bye to friendships who although you were never hurtful to me you really were no gain to me.. and I apologize to all the people i talked shit about because thats about everyone.. honestly. im not going to play games, but just remember the person i was talking it with agreed and added input too.
it was nice and i hope everyone luck and happiness truely.
michelle danielle.
most likely. I want miami to be done with. Ive had so much fun lately but im tired of the fake ass hypocracy and im tired of people talking shit about me that isnt true.. But what im mostly tired of is having someone in my life tell me how cool i am one minute and then the second your not friends talk so much shit.. just goes to show you how spineless some people are.. and you know what in the end I have had a way better turn out because i have friends that tell me the truth that dont kiss my ass and lead me astray.. that have important things on their minds. that show me what its like to grow up and to mature and to move on with the things that held you back in life.. mayte and maria are the two people i know have the least drama in their lives yet have the most fun.. and whether or not im blamed for certain things we are each responsible for our own actions.. =]] and things will turn out how fate has it no matter what infact blame me for what ever you want because in the end responsibility falls solely on yourself.. and that live journal is the last thing im ever posting on this thing. I am saying good bye to old friendships that crumbled good bye to a love i once knew and now am such a stranger to.. and good bye to friendships who although you were never hurtful to me you really were no gain to me.. and I apologize to all the people i talked shit about because thats about everyone.. honestly. im not going to play games, but just remember the person i was talking it with agreed and added input too.
it was nice and i hope everyone luck and happiness truely.
michelle danielle.