Sometimes when you're on, you're really fucking on
So I think my uncle sent me an e-mail. He's one of the many Uncles I have that I never see, only talk to once, and thought they had the wrong number until they said my mom's last name. He said something that scared the hell out of me yet inspired me at the same time. He asked if I was still painting and drawing and what not, I said I haven't painted anything in years, but drawing- sure. He got quiet for a split second then said in his best stern voice "Never give up the art. Stick with it." So..here I am, with a burnt orange shoe box drawing vines on it with charcoal, I feel foolish and my mom said it's good that I am finally doing something with my time besides being with boyfriends or sitting back on here talking to people. Which seems to be complete bullshit cause I don't remember the last time I could carry a converstation with someone I met online. Anyway, I have a huge German test, which doesn't matter because every German test I have ever taken I have gotten a C on. Now let's just see if it's a high or low C. Hey has anyone ever heard of the TV show The Jake Effect? I personally am in love with the show that was taken off the air too early. I always fall in love with those kinds of shows, maybe it's just be trying to be a subtle rebel? I think not, I think that this show about a Lawyer turned Teacher with a really nice sweater is just way too cool. Oh, if I could make a tv show. It would be like a cartoon in the sense that people would wear the same clothes everyday. Awww, I am a sucker for cute, pale, blue eyed babies. No lie. I'm not just talking about my nephew either (that is still kinda weird to say.) But this Kraft commercial had the cute pale twins who make salads. Wow, written out that sounds really stupid.
This is all just thought up due to me having to stay home all night and not doing anything with people my age for two weeks. The life I lost. Next week Sunny, Brad, and I will be at Port City, no lies because I will make him call (without me calling him) and Sunny wont have plans. Hey this show, everyone wears sweaters or polos...I wanna go to that school.
I am tired...I have been going to bed at 1am for the past couple nights. I haven't studied but I will save that for study hall, I have more pressing issues like the shoebox I haven't touched since starting this. I have charcoal all over my neck, and it was 10 something when I started this, I never finish things when I say I will.
P.S, I have no idea when I will be writing in this again, I have a new written journal and that seems just a lot easier on my poor hands and thoughts (Easier then having to sign on and go through all this) But I will be checking up on this place every day most likely.
This is all just thought up due to me having to stay home all night and not doing anything with people my age for two weeks. The life I lost. Next week Sunny, Brad, and I will be at Port City, no lies because I will make him call (without me calling him) and Sunny wont have plans. Hey this show, everyone wears sweaters or polos...I wanna go to that school.
I am tired...I have been going to bed at 1am for the past couple nights. I haven't studied but I will save that for study hall, I have more pressing issues like the shoebox I haven't touched since starting this. I have charcoal all over my neck, and it was 10 something when I started this, I never finish things when I say I will.
P.S, I have no idea when I will be writing in this again, I have a new written journal and that seems just a lot easier on my poor hands and thoughts (Easier then having to sign on and go through all this) But I will be checking up on this place every day most likely.