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okay so, im wicked happy. tomorrow is friday and tomorrow is AUTUMN FEST and yes obviously i love autunm fest. lol you couldnt tell awww hmm well wats new you ask?! Alot of fucking shit is new.
so hmm.. im mad at raine is one thing. cuz she blew me off. which im pretty pissed about. and you ask how she blew me off. well.. she asked me if i wanted to go to the fall out boy concert with her and i said yes.. then i didnt hear anything out of her mouth about it till she told me that she wasnt gonna be going to Autumnfest on saturday. When i asked her why she sed she was going to the fall out boy concert with her friends from mount. okay soo she never told me that the concert we were supposed to go to " got canceled " which doesnt really have to do with anything. cuz she could have got me tickets to go with her to the one that she was going to with her friends from mount. she sed she tried to get me tickets. but they were all shitty. who cares atleast im going. w.e thats fucked up. supposedly were best friends, right well best friends dont do that shit. sorry. i dont do that.
next new thing. hmm well john asked me back out. and i said no. for all of you who dont know john, he is my Ex, and well yeah the situation kind of sucks. so while we were going out .. he wasnt that nice to me, he was wicked up tight and testy... which doesnt float my boat. and now that we have been hanging out alot. hes like idk whats wrong with me i cant get enough of you i love you alot. well the more he says it. the more im like wat the fuck... it took u this long to feel this way about me, when i was HEAD OVER HEELS for him when we were going out. Guys are dumbasses and i hate them sometimes. so anyways. he wants to go to autumnfest and hang out , which is cool with me, cuz we are friends watever.. but hes like oo dont make me too jealous.,, like wtf, im not gonna try and make him jealous on purpose.. if i make him jealous i didnt do it intentionally. i mean its not like were going out. i dont see y i should be held down. im 16 i wanna live. i dont wanna be tied down to one mother fucker my whole life. thats fucked up. if were meant to be together. then in the end its all good and thats the way it was supposed to be. i love him to death and i dont want to hurt him, but im hurting myself because i dont want to hurt him. and it sucks. maybe i should just tell him not to go to autumnfest.. because it will cause way to much drama or w.e idk .. ill get back to you all on that ♥
so im going to autumnfest with chelsea, alisha, and stoner(alex) umm yeah its gonna be wicked fun. and they are all sleeping over. im fucking soo happy.
random= i had 20 hours of sleep last night. :D jealous? you should be