Apr 04, 2004 17:42
Chris Saw A Side Of Me That Iddnt Want Him To See Today.
He was Lucky, My Psycho Side Didnt Go To Far But...I Guees It Verged Almost, And Chris It Wasnt The Drink, It Was Just This Thing That Sometimes Takes Over Me And I Look Back And I Know Now I Treated You Very Shitly But....Its Kind Of Like I Need A Reaction Sometimes, Sometimes Its A Good Thing To Have People Pissed Off With You And The Less Of A Reaction That I Get...The Worse I Become, You Have To Get Pissed Off, Angry, Shout At Me To Really Shoot Me Out Of That Mood. Im Sorry Chris I Ddnt Mean To Hurt You Or Whatever... I Love You xx
Today Was Lovely Thankyou Chris.
Especially The Last 15 Minutes Of It *Smiles*
Yesh. Haha Although YOU FAILED haha Whay. Hehehehe
I Hae Being A Woman Fucking Menstrual Cycle Heh. Not Long To Go Now I Guess! Whats The Date?
4th? Ok.
Hmmm
Goodbye xxxx