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i have done absolutely no christmas shopping, like, i got jim some stuff, that's it. and like, i was supposed to go tomorrow after i got my hair done, and my mom comes home and she's like "Well, tomorrow i wanna leave around 8:30.. So we'll get to Kims around 9.. and hopefully she'll be done your hair by 12.. and then we need to run over to my work.. so i can pick something up.. hopefully be out of there by one.. then we need to run back to morgantown to go to the flower place.. and we should be done there by 2.. and we can get to the mall by 3:30.." and like, i just sat there and i was like "Well.. that definatly WONT work.. because rob and i are going to that show and we wanna leave around 3:30 4 because the place is like 2 hours away." So, again, i will be waiting until the LAST minute to buy my friends christmas presents. It's fucking wonderful. Last year i went shopping like, 4 days before Christmas. It sucks. I should have my license already. But my parents fucked around. I should have gotten my permit on January 10th. I didn't have my physical tho, so my mom scheduled that for February 19th. I should have gone that fucking evening. But no, she said i should just wait, so i did, and then she lost my fucking form, so i had to wait even longer. I didnt get my fucking permit until October 28th. I have driven TWICE since i got my permit. Since i'm working, i have to pay for EVERYTHING. i had to pay for my contacts, all the stuff for them, all of my clothes, when i get my hair done, if we go out for dinner, when i need stuff for school, i paid for my permit, it's fucking ridiculous. they don't help me with anything. my account is down to $580. And half of my transactions from the past 2 days arent even on there yet. and i still need to christmas shop. i'm only working like, 2 days a week, which equals about 14 hours. i can't afford to pay for all this shit. like, they told me i shouldnt be getting contacts, and they're pissed because i got them without their permission? FUCK that shit. it's my fucking money, i'm gonna get shit that i want with my money. they fucking wonder why when i graduate, i want to move to california.. maybe they should just stop for a second and think about like.. how they treat me.. and how they fuck me out of shit i need.. such as braces. my dentist has told me for the past 4 years i should get braces. and he told my parents, and they were like 'oh, well she doesnt need them' but two weeks ago he said my sister should get them, and they took her for them today. they bought both of us tvs for christmas, and like, i dont even watch tv, but like, it has a dvd player on it, and i could use that because i have so many movies i have bought, but never got to watch because they're always downstairs sitting on the couch watching tv, one of the two tv's was broken, they had one in my room, and then they saw that the other was broken, so they took it out of my room, and gave it to my sister. i just love how i get treated like shit because i have both my real parents living with me, and my sister doesnt even KNOW her biological father, because my mom is a fucking WHORE and she left my dad for another guy, who then left her, and my dad got back with her because she never let him see me, which isnt a good reason for him to have stayed with her, because i'm nothing special at all. but whatever. i'm done bitching/whining/crying/whatever you wanna call what i was doing. later days.