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I feel like shit. I have so much shit on my mind.. it's ridiculous...
why didnt allan talk to me on tuesday? why is austin SO nice to me? why does HE like me? why cant my cousin just let me have fun? why does she make people feel SO fucking horrible? why doesnt she care about anyone but herself? why did rob spend SO much on me for christmas? why am i so tired? why do i have nobody to talk to right now? why do almost all of the THRODL/DuD guys think i'm pretty and whatnot but nobody else does? why cant i get drunk on new years? why do my grades suck?
i can answer one of the many questions running thru my head right now... i'm tired because i was on the phone with austin from the time he called me at 10 last night.. until 3 this morning.. and i had to be up at 7:30.. but yeah.. that is the LONGEST i have ever talked to anyone, and i didnt get annoyed with him at all. i dont know how that worked out. but it did.
i had a WHOLE huge entry typed, there were no questions in it, but my computer froze, so now you get a shortened version of what i had.. later days kids.
why didnt allan talk to me on tuesday? why is austin SO nice to me? why does HE like me? why cant my cousin just let me have fun? why does she make people feel SO fucking horrible? why doesnt she care about anyone but herself? why did rob spend SO much on me for christmas? why am i so tired? why do i have nobody to talk to right now? why do almost all of the THRODL/DuD guys think i'm pretty and whatnot but nobody else does? why cant i get drunk on new years? why do my grades suck?
i can answer one of the many questions running thru my head right now... i'm tired because i was on the phone with austin from the time he called me at 10 last night.. until 3 this morning.. and i had to be up at 7:30.. but yeah.. that is the LONGEST i have ever talked to anyone, and i didnt get annoyed with him at all. i dont know how that worked out. but it did.
i had a WHOLE huge entry typed, there were no questions in it, but my computer froze, so now you get a shortened version of what i had.. later days kids.